Gerakan Bawah Tanah - Mr. GBT

 Today, I was planning to go to my office at Sumarecon Tegalluar but this morning my body was not cooperating. I felt a little stiff. I don't know why since yesterday I thought I was working normally. Nothing that would take my energy.  At my age, > 60s, I need to listen to my body. I decided to work at home. Plan must change. Fortunately, I didn't have a scheduled meeting or anything like that.  Working from home is okay for me. I've got used to it even before COVID-19. It's just I drank too much coffee this morning. Ha ha ha. I think it was just a way for me to release my stress(?), which I thought I don't have. Anyway, this is just my ramblings in my corner. Nobody knows this corner. I am safe.  

Somehow I have a strage feeling. A gulty feeling when I am reading. What gives? My funny reason is that when I am reading, I am not producing anything. I am not productive. I don't contribute to humanity. Thus, the guilty feeling. But, when I don't read, I don't gain knowledge. I am stuck. And I won't be able to produce anything good. So?

It is interesting to note that many organizations (or people in organizations) do not want to talk about organization problem(s) openly - but still internal in the organization. They like to hide it under the carpet and hope it will go away automagically . One of the places I work for is such an organization. Ouch . Hush hush ... we don't have problems here. Yeah, right ... :)

I guess I shouldn't complain that we've got rains every day. Usually, rain starts in this afternoon and it ends in the evening. Sometimes it goes until morning. Sometimes it feels too much. What can I do? This is rainy season in Bandung, Indonesia. Embrace it ... Enjoy it ...

no, this is not a song list. I’ve just got my coffee … the thing is, i shouldn’t drink too much coffee. there’s going to be two meetings today. so, i have to choose which meeting i will have coffee and which one i will be in a unknown-(unstable?)-state. and … i already have had my coffee (right now). i don’t want to think about the meetings. whatever will be, will be let me enjoy my coffee …